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First week over...
wow.
What an intense week!
It's draining just being there... but in the most amazing way!
class is the most random bunch of people EVER!
i think there's 14 of us...
and it just kind of works.
I need to give George his hat back.
I have so much to do today...
Homework (haha! Tasha doing homework... oh how times have changed...!)
Learning 3 songs by monday (I'm going up to Bradford to sing at Mercy Ministries...)
laundry... (It's got to THAT point..you know the point where you can't escape the need any more?!)
Birthday party tonight (family friend's 50th...)
Then tomorrow kids church at 9:30...
straight up to London...
leaving for Bradford at 5:30am
and hopefully not home too late
cause I'm tired just thinking about it!

I think it's hysterical that I crave school. I don't want to miss monday... so funny to me!
I need to figure out how to prioritise stuff though. I've never really been good at consistantly doing that.
Also, I'm discovering more and more how I need God. All the time. I am becoming so sensitive at feeling the difference of when im in His presence and when I'm not.

i need to go pick my sister up... She slept over at her friend's house last night...
Tish moves to London on tuesday =(
I shall miss her immensely!
My baby sister... all growing up.
Funny how that happens...

goodnight first day

first day of school over.
kind of overwhelming.
really.
God is good.
And maybe a job?!
epic.
so so so tired.
bed time.
working laptop.
rain storm.
need books.
craving school.
supper nanny.
smashed irish glass.
breaking habits.
goodnight

the appointed time

"I'll save it for the appointed time..."
and boy was there an appointed time!
and so thankyou for your wise and timely words...
i don't know if you'll ever know... i don't know if I'LL ever know... the full impact of what just happened last night...
God is good =)
i love when he sends friends... real friends... and you can just tell that it's for a bigger reason than just being friends.
so.
this is it.
this is part of me taking steps towards freedom...
this is me cutting off some things that i didn't even fully realise (or want to realise) were holding me back...
God is all that matters...
and if it takes me cutting off things, cutting OUT things...
then that's just how it's got to be.
So.
New blog.
New season.
New Tash.

Bam!