kissesfromkatie

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wow.

make time to read this.

seriously.

butterfly flutterby.

better go.

this time isn't mine...

but i need to know why i have that internal reaction for that certain situation.

it bugs me.

Lord... what are you saying?!

also.

i had the revelation about what used to be wrong. it was cause i gave you access to a part of my heart that wasn't yours to go to.

All I know is I find rest in You.

time time time time no time.

PRiORiTiSE!

It's funny when you pray for something... and then resist the answer.

Why must I keep losing headphones?

i need to write a song.

i need to do my homework.

i need you to stop forces your preconceived ideas of who you think i am onto me.

you don't really realise that the spoken... and unspoken... has an affect on your world.

my heart breaks that your mending heart has been broken. again.

I wish i could fix it. I can't even let you know that I know.

Just remember to face the Son.

It helps you to grow. and keep warm.

butterfly flutterby.

when all around has faded... what remains?

You.

when it's hard to breathe. I praise You.

when i get high from breathing. I praise You.

I choose You.

Always You.

Only You.

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"um.... I don't really know you, but can I have a hug?!"

I LOVE YOU!

haha!

ok. i better go.

cleaning and guitar lessons.

after those 2 hours... i need to get get focused. and energized. and ready.

I was born ready.

deep to deep.

maybe i'll get my car back next week.

you are so funny... when you talk about what you think you know.

need to get my guitar from church. tomorrow. I need it on saturday.

hmm.

pirates?

17again.

authentic japenese dinner.

cultural experience.

funny that the same thing i yearn is the same thing i keep my distance from.

Deep.

the first outbreak of swine flu was 1971.
they're using the same vaccine - tamiflu.

i just miss my work hoody. how did it disappear? in church?

work tomorrow.
long journey.

know the myths.

pioneer.

the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

if you were a tap that was dripping. and i just handed you a mop... it wouldn't be half as helpful as fixing the tap...

pianos and art galleries.

you're not a doctor. why are you trying to diagnose?!
haha!

I am TOO excited for India.

How do you work that hard? When you're ill? What on earth? You're amazing.
You put me to shame and I wasn't even sick!

blanket.

um. call me?

I need more hours on a wednesday to be in existence.

bed. please.

dear brain.
you have my full permission to switch off now and GO TO SLEEP!
love Tash.


God.
You are more than enough. Your grace astounds me. Your mercy amazes me.
You are the very essence of truth... and that freedom is all I need.
I give you all my distractions.
Lord... clothe my mind with the helmet of salvation... I crave a renewal of my mind... I know that the protection that You give to my mind and heart is all I can rely on...
Increase my capacity to love the "unlovables."
Increase my capability to show grace to those who don't deserve it.
Increase wisdom within me.
Give me clarity of heart.
Teach me to sail in the ark of grace.
Lead me beside still waters.
Thankyou that You are my provider.
Thankyou that You are faithful to see your word through to completion.
Thankyou that You never leave me hanging... You got my back!
I love You... More than life itself.
I need You... More than life itself.
Flood me. Fill me. Saturate me.
Use me.
for Your glory.
Make the deepest part of me pleasing to the deepest part of You.

just a little post.

Going over old memories with a fine-tooth comb.

Deciding which ones take up too much space.

Which can be deleted.

Making more memory space.

=)

but oh yeah. Remember that time?

woah.

I feel so blessed.

And on the edge of something good.

Fireproof.

Epic.

When I get married I won't be "Tasha McCoy" anymore.

They'll have to find a new nickname for me.

broken headphones.

39 days to go.

21.

I remember 10.

Snow day. LOL!

what a joke. This country.

cracks me up.

I miss Malaysia.

Skype date with cousin on saturday morning.

Very exciting.

Might go to the art gallery to play piano today before work.

I wonder if he's snowed closed.

It's amazing how we're called to a greater maturity. Yet. A greater childlikeness.

I'll be in india when baby is born.

I only had that revelation yesterday.

sad times.

I'll miss the newborn start.

The presence of the Lord is so beautiful.

It never changes. But. It changes everything.

Well. Robbin's back. I'll give him his Mac back now.

Peace out.

revolution in a blog.

arrrrggghhhh... new blog!

revolutionary!

This won't be a long one

cause im TIRED

and

school starts back tomorrow.

So

my computer's keyboard broken.

hence

no updates.

I'm using Robbin's mac.

I want a mac!!!

also

I need

umm.. this keyboard doesn't have a pound sign...

I need

1600pounds

in 4 weeks.

praise the Lord!

God is SO good.

And.

I have a photoshoot in a couple of weeks...

with other female christian singers from U.K

madness.

there will be interviews too.

It's going on tv.

haha

I don't know what to wear.

Slippers.

please.

it's so cold!

I still need that package to arrive =P

PSYCH!

tidy room.

I've discovered how much i love and crave and work best in a routine.

so funny.

also the importance of a maturity. walking hand in hand with a childlike faith.

ok.

L&P

then

bed.

feast on THAT.

you know when any kind of spare time isn't really spare time and it's really actually meant to be filled with homework and such things?!

chicken. team chicken. finally. a year and a week later.

i miss close friendships.

but there's some kind of beauty in distance.

smoke alarm.

close the doors!

open the window!

This blog is about aLie. And chicken. Because she said so.

I wasn't expecting the email. I can't reply yet.

I need to think.

But not focus on.

So I think I'll just wait.

Every day i just think that the more i know God the more I need God and I'm finding it hard to not purposely include Him.

Also

Eating.

I'm rubbish at this stupid cleanse.

I think it's only stupid cause I can't do it.

ha.

I wish we lived closer.

my heart aches sometimes.

but at the same time, such joy!

wack.

ok. time to eat the feast.

thankyou alie and kat bing and sorrelina

for being in my life.

and reading over my shoulder =P

and eating crisps that are spicy.

let the good times roll.

shocking.

Yes it's true... This is me updating my blog.
woah.

I'm not entirely sure where to start!
I'm laying in bed in my new room... I moved out of home on thursday and am now living with a family from church.
They're great!
I'm excited to go home for a sunday roast tomorrow though!
I hope my brother and sister will be there too!

Bible school is amazing... although we just had a week off and it's felt like a year!
I'm excited for monday.
Trusting for my financial miracle to come before then!

Life is so wacky right now. I'm literally living on a wing and a prayer... Needing God more than ever. Maybe not though... maybe i'm just realising my need for Him more than ever...
Learning to need Him before people too...
Sometimes i can't tell if I'm just keeping people at an arm's length though... if I'm TRYING to stand in faith and In Christ Alone... if I'm genuinely at peace
or
am I actually not facing realities? Am I keeping a "professional distance" from people to try to protect myself and not be seen as vulnerable... or stupid....?!

All I know is I crave God more and more.
I crave freedom.
but sometimes it's almost like I shy away from it all...

Life, for this past month, has been more busy than I've ever known it... and I am only surviving by the grace of God!
But these past couple of days it's been so so so hard not rushing around!
I thought I was desperate for a break... but now I find that I don't actually know how to deal with one!
I should have done homework today... Lots of homework...
I wanted to make lots of excuses about why I didn't...
But I won't go into it! I'll spare the details lol!
I will just have to do a couple of late nights/early mornings...

Trust Steadily.
Hope Unswervingly.
Love Extravagantly.

I am a human being. Not a human doing.

Today, I miss my friends.